Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Adios 2010

Hello my dear friends,
Today I feel blissed.I have been issued visa & I am going to fly abroad next week.There are so many things to be completed like shopping,packing & all the stuff.But here I am in Hyderabad,cursing the environment & licking my lips continuously(Shit!!bad habitt).And guys do you know something,I didn't inherit anything from my mom,neither the culinary skills nor the copying skills.Interesting huh??Let me explain the situation.

Me:Mom which dress suits me better for visa interview??

Mom: *thinking*

Me:Shell I try that Masakhali dress??

Mom:Try to look decent & don't you know the cotton dresses looks formal??

Me: Okay,i will stick to it

------------After one day---------------------

Mom:By the way which dress did R prefer??

Me:Masakhali

Mom:Okay,then why don't you prefer that??Look at her,who told her...and you...and blah blah..

Me:*awestruck*  Mom it's you who told me to pick-up the cotton one.

Mom:How come I know about your dressing style??

Me:*Shut my mouth,coz even I prefer the Masakali*

Mom:Which color is her dress??

Me:Green

Mom:Okay then choose a green dress.

Me:I don't have a green Masakhali dress momm

Mom:You inform me everything in the last movement,now in 30min we have to catch a bus & leave the station.If you have told me yesterday,we would have done the shopping,even you would be the same green Masakhali dress,so you too might get the visa easily.

Me:*Rolling my eyes*

Cousin:*ROFL* This is too much.

......Mamaa,copy karne ke liye bhi ek hadh hai...

Guess this my last post this year..Goodbye 2010..You have given me a sack of memories,never mind whether they are good or bad,I treasure them in the bottom of my heart.Today I feel like I have grown-up capable of facing everything & sturdy,I have seen life from different dimensions from the past few months.Okay,I stop.

Advanced Christmas & New Year Wishes!!!!!!Rock On!!!!!


I raise a toast to good times & welcome year 2011.Wishing you eternal bliss and hope new year brings you a fresh start with a superb time ahead.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

What is Love??

What is Love?Is it voluntary enslavement or the freedom of existence.Being a voluntary slave gives us pleasure.But if our 'alter ego' spurn us,we will be left with pain.As far as I have tasted life,pain & pleasure never co-exist. Freedom - you love someone, but doesn't wish to posses him/her,you will be left grieving.There are no circumstances where grief & exemption co-exist.

Which way of destruction is better??
Surrendering ourselves at bay or Being a restless soul..

What is Love?Is it true & profound desire?Is it the desire that makes an ordinary human-being to move the earth & heaven for their loved one's?Is it the desire that is prohibited,unrestricted & uncontrollable?Is it the desire that fails us in repressing our feelings & self-control?Might be love is just a question that seeks answer.

What is Love?Love is something divine.But what is divinity??As all the holy books & gospels proclaim divinity is a form how man try to communicate with god.But no one knows the exact way to reach god.The same way no one knows the exact way to find love.Man is always in search of divinity & love,the path which is full of obstacles.
 
I have read some where "What the eyes don't see,the heart doesn't grieve over'.But there is an exception if we are in love,"What the eyes don't see,the heart does grieve over'. Love is something that makes our heart break & still you cannot point out or try to judge.You are helpless in love.Yes this is my definition for LOVE

P.S : The above post is written after reading PC's quotes...truly inspired by the way he describes Love and relationships...hope you guys to enjoy his novels...

Friday, December 10, 2010

Act against abuse

Established in 1991, the international 16 Days of Activism to Stop Violence Against Women campaign officially begins on November 25 (International Day for the Elimination of Violence Against Women) and ends on December 10 (World Human Rights Day), to highlight the connection between women, violence and human rights.

This 16-day period also includes other significant dates such as December 6, which marks the Anniversary of the Montreal Massacre. In 1989, fourteen women were shot dead in the Montreal School of Engineering by a young man, who believed it was because of female students that he was not accepted into the engineering school. This brutal act triggered the creation of the White Ribbon Campaign – a global initiative by Canadian men.

Since its establishment, more than 1,700 organisations in 130 countries have participated in the 16 Days campaign.

The white ribbon, according to the department, symbolises the commitment of the wearer to "never commit or condone violence against women and children, and to speak out about violence where they see it."

Positions
  1. Violence against women and children is criminal.
  2. All forms of violence and abuse against women are unacceptable
  3. You are not alone, please ask for help.
In India if you are abused you can file petition under IPC 123,DVA(Domestic Violence Act) which comes under IPV(Intimate Partner Violence).
If the abuser is harassing you for Dowry you can file under 498A
There are several organization such as Women Cell and HRLN etc.. to help and uplift women in India.

P.S:If any of you are being abused,plz feel free to mail..I may not be the person in the same field,but as an Indian and Feminist ill  try my level best to give you the details of some persons who will surely help you.

Click the below link to check my friend/fellow-blogger's views on Domestic violence :
http://arealblogger.blogspot.com/2010/10/domestic-violence.html

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Frenzy Friday..

Usually I love friday's,waiting for weekend.But today I am feeling agonized.Last two weeks have been so perfect,I received admit mail from every college I applied to.
*Did I mention I am planning to do MS??*
The reporting date is exactly one month away.I didn't receive the letters from the college I chose to go & the work is being piled up.I don't know how to stay calm.Even in my dreams I am ending up with these paper-work.So I woke up early morning,not understanding what to do or at least how to fall asleep.The empty chocolate case played it's role in making my mood much worst.There are innumerable juggling thoughts surrounding me & so many 'what if's' embracing me.

What if I don't receive my I20 in time??
What if the required visa dates ain't available??
What if the processing of documents aren't completed??
What if the college doesn't provide the late-approval letter??
What if the visa is rejected??
What if I don't have time to reapply the visa??

I have read some where that the most dangerous/sucking/irritating/annoying word in English is 'W',coz all the worries start with it.
Who?
Why?
What?
When?
Whom?
Which?
Where?
What if?
War!
Wine! 
*Guys stop searching for 'Women' or 'Wife'*
Its so true...Now,my story has become a sobbing story.Hope everything sets fine.Till then, me signing-off.
I need your wishes & blessing.So wish me 'All the best' buddies.
Ciao

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Fire & Ice

Some say the world will end in fire,

Some say in ice.

From what I’ve tasted of desire

I hold with those who favor fire.

But if it had to perish twice,

I think I know enough of hate

To say that for destruction ice

Is also great,

And would suffice.
                
                 - Robert Frost

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Attended a bride viewing..

Presently I am in Hyderabad for my cousin's bride-viewing.Let me tell you the count.From our girls side we are 14,from the other side they are 7.So don't you think that it would be better if we call this as groom-viewing??Ok,leave it aside.I have much more things to tell you.
As usual the starting phase is introduction.Next three batches were formed.One consisting of all gents,other ladies and last ours(Me,sister,cousin,he).
*Point to be noted,this viewing,questioning is a formality.Everyone knows this is gonna hit.Thanks to communication technology these days*
He:Hii
Me:Hii
He:So now its your turn to rag me,you are not going to attend our marriage,right??
Me:Yes.But don't worry my sister will take care of that.
He:So which coll are you planning to go??
Me:*gave the reply*
He:Tell me about your cousin??
Sis:Calm,soft-natured
He:No I don't agree
Csn:Hello,you need to agree.
Me: *smiling*

----After 5min's-------

He:I expected you will ask some questions
Csn:Did you forget??You told me that you will ask the questions.
He:I will ask you when we are alone.
*What does dat mean??Asking us to leave??Don't forget I served you some snacks*
Csn: *giggling*

-----After ten minutes-------

He:Any of you ask me some questions?
Me:Do you read novels?
He:Not that interested.
Me:Do  you watch pic's?
He:Not frequently
Me:OK
He:Thinking that your sis and I are perfect?
Not exactly.I will never come to your house in the weekends.I will die to boredom.
Do you watch serials??Are you bala-krishna's fan?Do you have caste feeling??Do you have a face-buk and twitter account(Wanted to know whether he is technologically updated or not)?Do you have the habit of blogging??..........Shut-up Neeha.Don't irritate him.

--------After 15min's---------
(Is it sounding like Ekta's leap?)

Csn: Ask me something?
He:I will ask you when you are alone.
(This is the Second time)
Csn:Tell me some thing
Why on earth am I here???God have mercy on mee,plz
He:Silpa(sis) is feeling bored & neeha is sleeping one-side
Sitting in between these two is like my wildest nightmare come true,and he is telling I am sleeping.Lolll


---------After 10min's-----

Csn:You planned to ask something na??
He:I can't ask you in front of others.Need some space.
OMG!!This is the ultimate insult.Can't my cousin shut her mouth for sometime.I am blocked,so unable to move....ammee....Somehow bells rang in my sister's brain.She left the room and I simply followed her path.....yoyoo..

This is the conversation we had for nearly an hour.Oh my god!!!!!!
I decided never to enter in-between a pair.Why on earth did my dumb sister call us??
Sometimes I wonder what do they speak till late nights??When they don't speak anything other than this boring conversation.I bet my life I would have spoken much better to any unknown stranger.
*I remember what my bro-in-law frequently says,need privacy, right??Okay*
Need to agree love marriages are in some cases better than arranged.And I am sure this is one of the reasons,Need not waste your precious by simply staring & smiling at each other(without any reason).The worst thing is even I sat there smiling without understanding why they are giggling.

*This part is updated after referring to my friend's comments*
Finally they are gonna tie the knot on March 17th.And let me tell you guys,whenever my mom & aunt finds free time they start adoring him.
It takes hours to recall when my mom last praised me.Poor mom,when does she realize the glittering gem she has isn't a rhinestone but a diamond??But seriously my mom finds something postive in everyone,excluding myself..

Friday, November 12, 2010

You won yet you lost by Betraying....

'Ho sakhe toh mujhe maaf karoo' aarrgghhhhhhh!!I hate those wordss....
I wonder why do people always do this,no matter whether its a boy or girl.
Why do people say they love someone and make false promises,if they dont have the capability to keep the word.No matter whatever the lame excuse is,it would definitely leave the partner with a broken heart.
If you do have a problem with ur partner tell it the movement,the problem started.Why do u let the problem to bulge out.
If you don't love your partner at least respect them,with the due respect tell them the fact that you don't wanna be around them any longer..Instead why do u still continue to behave the same when she/he is around(ofc, im sure der will b slight difference in ur behaviour,attitude)and fool them by moving with others,when ur partner still blindly believes you are busy with work or jus got struck with some tight schedule so you couldn't show up..n still believes that u r truely,deeply n madly in love with them as they are with you..


And Im sure every person who is cheating will surely mention some reason.Even some might be soo hard to believe like 'she doesn't love me any more' or 'We thought its love but its jus infatuation' and all that crap.
But why dont you think these before you start a relation??
No matter what the reason is you cant justify them..
I am sure,If I have some supernatural power,I wil let them weep their entire lif..coz I strongly believe its worse to break a heart than to kill a person..

The simple solution is talk to your partner and solve the problem the movement it raises,Its not a big deal..you can share your problem with ur once-upon-a-time soul mate..After all in the past its she with whom u shared everything..At least give her a chance to decide her life..Atleast do it jus as a human-being.

"Think a million times before proposing or accepting a proposal,its not a mistake.But don't let the thought creep into your brain after committed,its a mortal sin"

P.S:I Got a forwarded msg which is so aptly true for all such cases..Heres the msg:
"You hurted me more than I deserved,its coz I loved you more than you deserved'

P.P.S:The dialogue in the first line is from the serial 'karam apna apna'.
So readers plz don't misinterpret it as incident from my life.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Diwali's Special



The city is still illuminating.
Hope all of you enjoyed Diwali..
By the way the credit of these pics solely goes to my aunt.
I neither have the creativity nor the energy:)
Adios for now..

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

"..I am in Love.."

Tagged by dearest Chocolate lover(Shriti)
The Rules are as follows:
Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, IPOD etc. on shuffle.
■For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
■YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
1. If someone asks you, “are you okay” you say:
Mil gayi...aaj aasman se
Aa gayi aage mein jahan se
Yeh kya hua? - Guzaarish

2. How would you describe yourself ?
Ya Ali Reham Ali
Ya Ali Yaar Pe Qurbaan Hai Sabhi
Ya Ali Madad Ali
Ya Ali Yeh Meri Jaan Yeh Meri Zindagi - Gangster(I love the lyrics)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl ?
Give me some sunshine - 3 Idiots

4. How do you feel today ?
Every night in my dreams-Titanic

5. What is your life’s purpose ?
Oke oka mata pedavullo - chakram
(YoYoo..If this is my purpose and I never regret for this,then I am sure I am damn luckyyyy)

6. What’s your motto ?
Pyaar Tune Kya Kiya -  PTKK
(Loll..Wanna find out PTKK and a cure 4 all luv failures)
7. What do your friends think of you ?
 Soniye Heeriye - Shael

8. What do your parents think of you?
  Suna Suna Lamha Lamha -  Krishna cottage

9. What do you think of often ?
Kaho Na pyaar hai - KNPH(Noooo)

10. What is 2 + 2 ?
Ja re Ja O harjae
11. What do you think of your best friend ?
Show me the meaning - Back street boys
12. What is your life story ?
Tu hi meri shab hai - Gangster
13. What do you want to be when you grow up ?
Zara sa dil mein de jaga tu - Jannath 
(ROFL..I will surely settle in some one's heart:))

14. What do you think when you see the person you like ?
Mehandi Lagake rakhna
(whoaaa!!)
15. What will you dance to at your wedding 4th anniversary?
Rock - kites
(This surely rocks)

16. What will they play at your funeral ?
Roja jaane ja -  Roja
(suits huh?)

17. What is your hobby/interest ?
Kuch toh hua hai - Kal ho na ho
(Finding out wat happened wid me..Yep I am a wild cat need to do dis activity)

18. What is your biggest fear ?
Bhayam ga bhayam ga - katha
(This is damn sure in my case)


19. What is your biggest secret ?
Golmaal - Golmaal 3


20. What do you want right now ?
Ek din teri raahoon mein - Naqaab

21. What do you think of your friends?
 Neele kalla kallalona dachukunane
 
22. When you want to rush to the toilet, what do you think ?
dhaage tod laao chaanadani se...bol na halke halke -  Jhoom bharabar jhoom

23. Person you hate the most is in front of you, what will you tell the person ?
Chaand chupa badal mein - Hum dil de chuke sanam

24. You have just won a lottery. What will you sing ?
Legayi Legayi - Dil to pagal hai

25. What will you post this as?
Chup ke se sun - Mission Kashmir 

P:S:Thanks for tagging.I am not going to tag for anyone.Who ever want to add this.Tag yourself:)
(If you want you can give me the credit for tagging,but do Inform.I will read yours,it will be fun,dats for sure)

Monday, November 1, 2010

HAPPY B'DAY CHWEETU..

Today is rocking...
Firstly its my sister's b'day and secondly I resigned my job.My happiness has no boundaries.
This post is specially dedicated to my sister.
I know what she had done to me when I am on the hospital bed.And as a result she faced the music:)(Didn't concentrate on her studies and I know you can guess the result).
Thanks for everything.Hope all your wishes come true and you will have a brighttt future.

Wishes are silent but true,
Every where they will follow you,
Luck is urs, wishes are mine,
I wish ur present and future will always shine.
***Happy Birhday***

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Secrets..

I remember very well once my friend told me 'Secrets will be as secrets only if one person knows it,if others have the slightest clue..it will never be a secret'.I never understood the significance of that,but with some experiences I think I need to agree with her completely.
Its sooo true!!
Let me tell you what hurts the most is not that the secret is revealed,but to face the fact that the person you trusted a lot let you down. Some even don't apologize.Shittt!! I hate such creatures.


I know all these gossips,rumors & secrets looks more spicy than Page3 reviews,but still how can one do that??When one tells you something and gives the label 'TOP SECRET',then just shut your mouth.Okay?
Guys!!Let me tell you something, never let any person loose thrust in you.Life's too short and too complicated.Only few people enter into our lives,with true intentions so never ever loose them in your life.

P.S:I had a function in my house enjoyed a lot and still enjoying....You too have a great weekend buddies!!

Friday, October 22, 2010

INAUGURATION FUNCTION

Finally the day is going to arrive when we are loosing our freedom.
Our first-year students are coming to college.
*Since I don't deal any first year subjects.I have my freedom.Thank God!!*

Before the Big Day....
.........Someone came and informed me that we have a dress code.All the Gents faculty have to be in suits and ties,the girls ladies faculty have to be in sarees by 8AM.To confirm the news,I went to meet Miss.V,here's our converstation.
Me:Hey is it true about that dress code?
V:  Yep,I need to come at 7:45.
Me:For what??I will not come.
V:  I have to come and wait near the Gate?
Me:What??Why???/
V:  I have to welcome parents & students.
Me:Are you kidding??
V  :Doesn't matter if you believe or not,but its true.
Me:Hey we are faculty..How could they ask us to do such things....But why you??
V  :They told that I always have a smile on my face.
     *LOL*
It made to remember the words our HOD used to say 'Don't compare our college with others'
Yep,Ours is unique.No other college will dare to imitate.

ON THE DAY
As usual I am late for college,I am in college at 9AM,without dresscode.*I love breaking the rules*.The inauguration function started.Our Principal and Academic Planning Director of our college would surely compete for the 'Worst English Ever spoke' award,if it exists.If I am the judge I would surely be in dilemma.
Here are some of the sentences that caught my attention...

Mr.Principal: Damage the computers,no problem.But learn something,that's important.
 *Mr.P,Do we have any systems in our college that are'nt damaged*
Call me daily and ask your child's feedback.I only will reply to your calls.Plzz Don't neglect your child's career.
*Mr.P we know that you don't have any work except screaming.Why do you want to prove it to outsiders too?*
....Need not worry.....You have abundant books in your library....
*Do you know the meaning of abundant??????Last week I asked for READERS DIGEST..I am given 'DYNAMIC MEMORY SUCCESS IN EXAMS WITH BETTER MARKS-be a perfect student'.In addition to this our dumb librarian says 'Mam,both are English books only.So try this'.I felt like hitting on the head,for not providing the head.All the books in the library are in English only Idiot!!!*

Mr.Director: As  a matter of fact I didnt understand a bit what he spoke,even I am hooked to each and every word he spoke.But he used the following words.......son.....new......old......son-in-law.....brother-in-law....
After discussing it with my staff,we some how interpreted in the following way:
Even though this is new college,we give importance to it a lot....The same way we give to our old other colleges...Its equal to our son.
We left the in-laws in air..

Mr.Vice-pricipal: I am proud to say that Aeronautical Engineering(Did I mention that he is AE HOD as well as VP?) is gaining the significance day-by-day.And I believe all our students become great leaders and scientist like A.P.J.Abdul Kalam.
*I don't its a burning shame to Kalam.If he had heard the speach,he would have surely regretted for choosing Aeronautical Engineering.*

And later our S&H HOD came to introduce herself.She read some one and a half pages including number of workshops and presentations.*I don't know I have included those many details in my resume or not.*
I thought that if I stay in that hall for one more second,I may freak out.So left the room.

P.S:I pity the pathetic students,who helplessly listened to their false promises.May god bless them.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Morning Moods..

Ok,I am not a complainer, at least by nature. But I have to confess the fact that, now-a-days I have only a million thoughts in my mind and zillion problems surrounding me.So unable to sleep the last two nights.
*Don't look like that.*
Don't you believe its true??Here's the proof.Its 6AM and I am glued to my system,checking blogs and freaking out in between.
So for a break I tried Dairy Milk Silk,don't neglect the fact that I still didn't brush my teeth and as usual its Yum-Yum....Yummyyyyy......Yummylicious...
This is the first time I tried this without brushing,after all it's not a bad idea.You too can try it.I assure you, you will enjoyyyy.



Now I am thinking about the dairy milk ad. Shubh Aarambh in my mind.
Hope everything goes fine today and for the rest of the 30-working days(Do I need to scream I am gonna resign my job in nxt 30-working days??????Yes,It deserves it..),coz I guess I have given a Shubh Aarambh(But for what??Hmmm......I guess for every upcoming event).


P.S:Wish me I have to do the same in my college today...





Hope all of you have a great day!!!!!

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Everything is perfect outside..

I choose this topic now, coz I thought this is most pertinent in my present situation.In my college days, I love working, no matter whether its a great corporate job or an ordinary job,but now I hate working not coz I need to put my effort,but my first job experience had given me the worst experience and a lot to know about India and its corruption.

I always thought why there is such a hue and cry for each and everything in India??

But today I decided India deserves that,jus coz WE Indians are that dumb/shallow and whatnot..

Let me tell you why I decided to scribble something about this post.If you have seen my previous post you can understand that I am working as a Asst.Professor.So I love to give lectures (Not the subjects..yaar) about India and how we can  develop it.But today...I am helpless,I am tired of everything.

Here are somethings which I can't tell to anyone,coz everyone know them..But none does anything..
1. Longback there was an INSPECTION ,each and everything what they had showed in the records is a bullshit.We dont have proper lab facilities,proper teaching and non-teaching faculties,not even a canteen facility etc etc.But whats wrong with the Inspecting officers?? Cant they see the unplugged computers,malfunctioning labs,Improper facilities,darn infrastructure and most important lack of faculty(3 in IT department and they claim 12,WTF!!).I shut my mouth coz I had submitted my certificates and don't have the proof of my submission.I know I am a bum.

2.Our fucking college don't even spare the students,collecting money from students without proper reason,claiming the credit to lack of attendence and passing a circular 'if they don't pay,they will not be given hall ticket'.I don't think there will be a better reason than this to black-mail a student.I couldn't blame the students for shutting their mouths all the time,coz I had been in that shoe and I had done the same.

3.Ours is a minority college.We get a loaddssssss of funds from the government,but none will be reached to students,If students are so persistent then the fee-reimbursement might be reached after 2 years.I dont really understand one thing,why should minorities and backward castes should be given importance?They say all are equal before law,and use the terms minorities,backward and scheduled castes.If you are a student then you seat in a college should solely depend upon your marks certificate,not your caste certificate.This is the most important thing which should be changed,coz claiming an annual income of 40,000 per annum isn't a difficult task and and finally thet come in Maruti's to collect their scholarships(no puns intended guys..)

I hate myself for being a puppet and watching everything.
I hate my colleagues  who never complain about anything,even if its illegal.
I hate for not having any support,when I am speaking the truth.
I hate for the bribers and the routine work in India "grease one's palms".

I always thought that one day India will be developed.We dont have this corruption,irrigation problems,filthy drianage system,unhygenic loos any more....even today I retain the feeling..but somewhere amiss,the notion is lost.

They always say India is a developing country.I hope atleast I can say to my great-granddaughter that India is a developed country.

P.S:I will continue the rest after my resignation...And that's not so far.....

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

We(Girls) Always Win..YoYooo

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Hypnosis..



No,I am not discussing about Hypnosis, even if I wish to discuss I couldn't because I am not a Psychologist but a Computer Science student.But now why I am talking about all this non-sense stuff is,I came across the word Hypnosis while I am reading biography of Mr.Feyman.In which its narrated that Mr.F had been hypnotized..the incident goes like this...the light was lit,placed on his back but still couldn't know the pain and tells that the credit goes to hypnotist.No! really the credit goes to the Hypnosis.He tell us some more incidents and finally makes me believe in hypnosis(I do believe it.I watch a lot of movies).So I got a wonderful idea.Why don't doctors hypnotize their patients before doing something that causes a lot of pain.Mad Doctors!!!.Feeling so bad that I got this idea after discharging from hospital.Feeling so bad that I got this idea after 20days,else used to save my precious tears for some other awful day.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

My nights..

When I am saying about night,dont misunderstand that I am going to discuss something about Moon,stars or clouds..


When the clouds surround the roofs,
When the cheesy blue moon and
Many twinkling stars shine..
I love to go to bed at Nine...

I am  a very good girl that's why I go to bed by Nine(Thats far from truth,I thought that it rhymes for reason that's why I used the word nine) but I don't sleep at Nine.For mom I can climb the bed at Nine,but sleeping right the next movement ,I have to cross my fingers...I am helpless.I usually sleep around some One or Two(Dont misunderstand me as insomniac,coz I sleep till Nine or ten in the morning..)and thats a lot different story I will leave it for now.

But Now a days the movement I climb the bed,so many random thoughts are rushing into my mind and some of the them include what to post on the blog next day.I know its not a bad thing,but what makes me wonder is,
Why dont I have the same thoughts during the day ??
Thats really not a big deal..but here comes the thing that troubles me..what ever I ideas that popped up in my brain yesterday night just vanishes completely in morning....I am facing the same problem from past three nights..

So I thought of different reasons for that..It might be any one..I decided to examine..

1.Is it possible that I am suffering from MPD(Multi-Personality Disorder)??
But From Tell Me Your Dreams(Sidney sheldon's) I  came to know that alters are unaware of one another(In Most of the cases).But I have complete idea of whats going on,its jus I am unable to bring up that ideas..
So I can conclude I am not suffering from any disorders.

2.It might be of the same reason they show in that complain add that the sizzling sun oozes your energy..
But since I am on leave and sick right now,from one month onwards I am not stepping out my foot.
So this is not the reason..

3 Is it due to some Voodoo stuff??
Neah,I am modern girl.I think I dont believe in superstitious(Atleast,I love to say that..)

4.Do any one ever heard the fact that brain works faster at the night??
I hated my Science teacher and never concentrated her class so I dont have any idea about this so-called vital body parts.

If this is not the reason then I think the sole reason that fit to above criteria is my chat-pat-ka khana that I have in the evenings like golgappas,samosas, I think they are showing the effect in the night.
But who wants the effect in the night??
I want them to show the result in my examination hall..
Next time before hitting an exam,I will try out some junk foods and surely post you the result..

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

It's you..




Its You..
Who Can See My Unshed Tears
Who knows the feign in my smile
Who makes me laugh irrepressibly
Who will lend me a shoulder to cry
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And One Fine Day,
Its You,
Who finally disappears into mists
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No matter
Where you are
How you are
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I can and will wait for you
Till the last movement of my life
My life is lifeless without your presence
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Its you whom I am asking to share my life from now to Eternity
Now and forever I will stay beside you and love you always
No matter what the society says or calls this relation
Im willing to be what you need and what you seek

JUST ACCEPT ME & MY LOVE FOREVER

Monday, September 20, 2010

Pyaar Kii Ye Ek Kahaani...






Zee TV is going to air this show tonight.
But there is something special about this One, not as usual heroine's costume, hero's Square jaw and physique , chemistry between them or the set..but my sixth sense says me that I have some bonding with this serial(Not at all true, I think the story is based on TWILIGHT,so I simply Love it...)
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But One might ask me how do you know its based on Twilight when its still not in air????????


The Promo: Doesnt matter If one copies the plot and reveal it in the serial...
But Copying the scene and showing it in the promo.......I think that's the worst idea one could ever get.....
Its the same scene heroine searches for hero and finds him in the opposite end and meanwhile she is gonna hit by a car,but in a split second hero saves her and she will be appalled to see him aside her.
How are we gonna watch your serial if everyone knows the plot beforehand(Not all,atleast some of the viewers esp students)
 But still I loved something sooooo much about the serial..its the quote "DARK LOVE STORY".
Some where its soo romantic...


I wanna have bonding with the serial(Needless to say I love to know have sixth sense also..After all,who doestn't)..but still I decided not to watch the serial.....coz Im sure the entire cast is not gonna do justice(I couldnt imagine anyone in Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson's Place) and more over I am sure only the basic line is gonna match and the rest of the story is gonna be exaggerated as usual.

Any have I hope they dont try to romanticize and hyperbolize this extraordinary love story...


P.S:I think there are lot of BUTS in this post..
Still I couldnt help myself..The flow is in that way..

Thursday, September 16, 2010

About Meeee......

Now I take a great pleasure in introducing myself.
Yesterday I got the idea of introducing myself in my blog but I didnt understand how to?(My teachers didnt teach me,its not my fault)
So I  conducted some personality tests and here are the results..
Before scribbling something on my blog I swore myself,not to write a word against me.

       I am not an egoist/egotist.Little bit of altruist(too little as a matter of fact).Some times acts as an Introvert and on different situations acts as extrovert(So I could declare myself ambivert!!).
I love to live ascetic life,but in this modern world I think that would be one of the most difficult thing(Who prefers boiled carrots when you have butter Chicken??So gave up the idea...)

      I am not the one who have green eyes,cute dimples and smoky eyes.My looks are jus above average and  am always glued to mirror,but I am not the one who goes to parlor five times a week..
I wake up early with twinkles in my eyes(Its really damn hard to wake up before 10 and takes a great effort) and like to enjoy each and every movement of my life.

     I love to snooze in a lounge chair in a powder-soft beech while the warm breezes take care of me.Yes I love beeches especially if I have a great company(How romantic na??).In the end of day when I am completely tired I listen to music,it turns me on.I really take a lot of care about my health &  food(even if I eat a lot of junk foodies).My favorite comes to biryany(esp Mom made)

........I rarely go to temples(Though Im a hindu I love to go churches and I always find Buddha's preaching interesting)

........I have a inner voice that answers almost all my questions.

........I am not the one who hits the knick-knack section and always be in mix-an-match attire

....... I always like to try my hand in different things and make it dirty as soon as possible.

........My mindset is like a wild-cat it always keeps on wandering across the globe and gets bored easily.I love reading novels,magazines(esp Femina, I like the Bejewelled brides and love their jewellary,sarees etc).

Finally, I conclude myself as..........

......Simple next-door kinda girl who never throws starry tantrums and I feel myself lucky to have landed in between such a beautiful people

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

My diary

Actually I dont know whats blogging(I know its hard to believe,but I dont always lie).Just few days back some one in our college mentioned the word.To know what this word B.L.O.G means I jus checked out some,and few are really interesting.

Then I thought of creating my own blog and giving it the credit 'MY DIARY' so that I can evince my difficulties,frustration and happy movements.Which I can never  express to anyone,I don't think anyone can be that patient in this world...

But some how I found blogging useful(even without blogging I found this...Isn't it really impressive),here are the few:

1.Lack Of Interest : I don't have my personal dairy and even not interested to scribble in a diary when anyone is not watching you.

2.Ease while travelling:I dont need to carry the diary while I move to places.And I wont even have the pain when my mom sells it some newspaper valla.(After all,you cant keep them with you through out your life and guard them na!!)

3.Prying:This is the most serious problem of having a personal diary.I bet my life,no matter wherever I hide it my sister is gonna get her hand on my precious diary,read it from the beginning to ending and place it in the same place.

So,after these many advantages..I decided to start a blog and here I am finally.......