I choose this topic now, coz I thought this is most pertinent in my present situation.In my college days, I love working, no matter whether its a great corporate job or an ordinary job,but now I hate working not coz I need to put my effort,but my first job experience had given me the worst experience and a lot to know about India and its corruption.
I always thought why there is such a hue and cry for each and everything in India??
But today I decided India deserves that,jus coz WE Indians are that dumb/shallow and whatnot..
Let me tell you why I decided to scribble something about this post.If you have seen my previous post you can understand that I am working as a Asst.Professor.So I love to give lectures (Not the subjects..yaar) about India and how we can develop it.But today...I am helpless,I am tired of everything.
Here are somethings which I can't tell to anyone,coz everyone know them..But none does anything..
1. Longback there was an INSPECTION ,each and everything what they had showed in the records is a bullshit.We dont have proper lab facilities,proper teaching and non-teaching faculties,not even a canteen facility etc etc.But whats wrong with the Inspecting officers?? Cant they see the unplugged computers,malfunctioning labs,Improper facilities,darn infrastructure and most important lack of faculty(3 in IT department and they claim 12,WTF!!).I shut my mouth coz I had submitted my certificates and don't have the proof of my submission.I know I am a bum.
2.Our fucking college don't even spare the students,collecting money from students without proper reason,claiming the credit to lack of attendence and passing a circular 'if they don't pay,they will not be given hall ticket'.I don't think there will be a better reason than this to black-mail a student.I couldn't blame the students for shutting their mouths all the time,coz I had been in that shoe and I had done the same.
3.Ours is a minority college.We get a loaddssssss of funds from the government,but none will be reached to students,If students are so persistent then the fee-reimbursement might be reached after 2 years.I dont really understand one thing,why should minorities and backward castes should be given importance?They say all are equal before law,and use the terms minorities,backward and scheduled castes.If you are a student then you seat in a college should solely depend upon your marks certificate,not your caste certificate.This is the most important thing which should be changed,coz claiming an annual income of 40,000 per annum isn't a difficult task and and finally thet come in Maruti's to collect their scholarships(no puns intended guys..)
I hate myself for being a puppet and watching everything.
I hate my colleagues who never complain about anything,even if its illegal.
I hate for not having any support,when I am speaking the truth.
I hate for the bribers and the routine work in India "grease one's palms".
I always thought that one day India will be developed.We dont have this corruption,irrigation problems,filthy drianage system,unhygenic loos any more....even today I retain the feeling..but somewhere amiss,the notion is lost.
They always say India is a developing country.I hope atleast I can say to my great-granddaughter that India is a developed country.
P.S:I will continue the rest after my resignation...And that's not so far.....