Freud's & Lucky's Philosophy..

According to Freud's psychology, Infatuation is only an attraction between male and female and it’s a state of being completely carried away by unreason passion, foolish examined feeling and unappreciated often completely unwarranted emotion .

According to Lucky's psychology, if you see a female who longs to be with a male but refuses to admit openly of what she feels. When she is afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that her feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But he can recognize her feelings by seeing her conscious effort to be connected with him even if he hurts her slowly within. This is called Love.
*It works out the same way by interchanging genders.*
(Modified from Freud's Philosophy of human beings:))

My results are out.I got 3.9/4:)
I am chooooo happy and I am grateful to Lucky for helping me with my Client-Server Projects.Here's a small gift Lucky.

 I know you are not a great fan of chocolates, esp the dark ones.

 Ask Jeff to do pan cakes for you, then guide me how to do it:)

Girls like Chocolates & boys love Ice-creams, your saying or whatever.

But its funny.Lollll

 Vindhya, give him a treat.
Order Mocha-Frappuccino.

You hate cats and you love shoes.

But in life both comes as a package,so be ready to accept.

Aren't they cute.So lovely,helpful and generous.

Same as you are.

You like Ink-pens.But I like features,ink bottle,table-light.

The way they describe in books.

Why do love books by the way?

Okay,now I am giving you the best gift.

Let's be forever friends.So next time we have a fight, head for me and tail for you.Toss the coin & mail me if it's head,then I will talk to you first.If it's tail, you have to approach me first.

Life ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other...Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever.

 

 

See you and me have a better time than most can dream of, better than the best, so we can pull on through, whatever tears at us, whatever holds us down, and if nothing can be done, we'll make the best of what's around.

 

 

P.S : I don't know why but from the past week I am continuously playing the same song.Might be life becomes so hard for us sometimes.But right now I have no worries except enjoying my busy schedule:)

SANDS OF TIME

I knew today means nothing to you

But it means a lot to me

This is the day that filled my hopes

And rejoiced my joy

I felt secure & comfortable in your arms

I believed you will never hurt me

One fine day,you left me forever

It doesn't hurt me anymore

It just killed my soul & I lost my innocence

Still, I don't regret

I laugh when I see the

Innocent reflection in the mirror

I wait for the rains

To cleanse my maimed soul

Now I realize life's too short or too long

To think about the past

And hope one day the glamour of love

Will be eroded with 'SANDS OF TIME'

How What Where Who You

I am tagging this to all who come and have a look at this.So enjoy yourself:)

Ten How's?

1.How did you get one of your scars?
 When I was a kid,I fell on the road.Sweet Memories:P
2. How did you celebrate your last birthday?
I didn't celebrate:(
3. How are you feeling at this moment?
Awful
4. How did your night go last night?
Having a fight with a room-mate,for the most ridiculous thing.
5. How did you do in high school?
I am good at sports,but not that good at studies.
6. How did you get the shirt you’re wearing?
I bought it in a discount offer.
7. How often do you see your best friend(s)?
We had parted only one month back.But from now I hardly see her.
8. How much money did you spend last month?
The way one couldn't imagine.I decided to become a money-saving spree from this month.
9. How old do you want to be when you get married?
25 I guess
10. How old will you be at your next birthday?
Shhh!Never ask girl's age & boy's salary.You will never get the truth:)

Nine What's?

1. Your mothers name? 
Lakshmi Rajyam
2. What did you do last weekend?
Assignments & I was hectic till neck deep!!
3. What is the most important part of your life?
My family & earning a good position in the society
4. What would you rather be doing?
Sleeping
5. What did you last cry over?
When I saw my AT & T bill.
(Are they going to pay me something for the publicity here?)
6. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
I watch Ekta Kapoor serial:P
7. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other? 
Mutual Understanding,love & care.(Most important things)
8. What are you worried about?
When will I get a well-paid job?
9. What did you have for breakfast?
I didn't have my breakfast.

Eight you’s?

1. Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Nope!!
2. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yep!!When I realized that Hrithik Roshan is married.Lol
3. Have you ever been out of the country?
Yes,currently I am out of my country.
4. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
I bet there are loads.
5. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
Yeah!!
6. Have you ever had sex on the beach?
I am not married,remember!!
7. Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
I am from a traditional family,you never find the words-dating,love in my dictionary.
8. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Yes.
Dan Brown's-Angels & Demons.
Sidney Sheldon's - Tell me your dreams.

Seven Who's:

1. Who was the last person you saw?
My room-mate Sarvani.
2. Who was the last person you texted?
My Sweet sister.
3. Who was the last person you hung out with?
My friends,Yesterday.
4. Who was the last person to call you?
My parents.
5. Who did you last hug?
My mom:)
6. Who is the last person who texted you?
My sister.
7. Who was the last person you said “I love you” to?
No one:)

Six Where's:

1.Where does your best friend(s) live?
In India,Andra Pradesh.
2. Where did you last go?
To Walmart.
3. Where did you last hang out?
In my room
4. Where do you go to school?
In Vijayawada.
5. Where is your favorite place to be?
Beach condo.
6. Where did you sleep last night?
 In my bed.

Five do’s:

1. Do you think anyone likes you?
My family & I believe there are still lot of good souls.
2. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
No!!Never.
3. Do you know the muffin man?
Heeee!!Nooo!!
4. Does the future scare you?
I am scared by myself ,there is no need for anything to scare me in this world.
5.Do you love yourself?
I bet my life!!

Four Why's:

1. Why are you best friends with your best friend?
Need to do a survey.
2. Why did you get into Blogging?
Because I have plenty of useless time:)
3. Why did your parents give you the name you have?
Dunno why!!But wanna know it.Couldn't they find a better name?
But I like the meaning of my name 'worshipping black clouds',but doesn't it look weird if I explain the meaning of my name for all those who ask my name?
4. Why are you doing this survey?
I am irritated/vexed/annoyed/confused/pissed off right now.

Three if's:

1. If you could have one super power what would it be?
It would be owing a time-traveller,I want to be a kid once again.
2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you? 
 I don't have regrets for anything,each & every thing in my life made a great impact on who I am today.
3. If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring 1 thing, what would you bring?
Blackberry

Two-would-you-ever:

1. Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
Out of question.
2. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
I hope such situation doesn't arrive,but if it arrives I will stay close to them.

 One Last Question:

1. Are you happy with your life right now?
Don't you think it's better not to find answers for such questions?

Women

JUST FOR FUN!!

Tricky Life

"The tricky thing about life is too often you don't know what's important until the moment passes."

Insomnia

"Some things were better off left buried."

             

P.S : I want to dedicate this post to my assignment,I feel it's better buried so it doesn't bother me any more leading to Insomnia.

My picks

LOVE:
Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused.

HOPE:
Nothing in the world is ever completely wrong. Even a stopped clock is right twice a day

DREAM:

When each day is the same as the next, it’s because people fail to recognize the good things happen in their lives everyday; that the sun rise.

FAITH:
None of us knows what might happen even the next minute, yet still we go forward. Because we trust. Because we have Faith

LIFE:
I don’t live in either my past or my future. I’m interested only in the present. If you can concentrate always on the present, you’ll be a happy man. Life will be a party for you, a grand festival, because life is the moment we’re living now.

JOY
Remember, the first road to God is prayer, the second is joy.

REALITY
In fairy tales, the princesses kiss the frogs, and the frogs become princes. In real life, the pricesses kiss princes, and the princes turn into frogs.

                                                                                                                          - Paulo Coelho

 P.S:Finally now I am in US & from the bottom of my heart,I am regretting my stubbornness for clinging to the phrase 'I will go to US & ...'.
I am jus lying on the bed and embracing my comfort(rug) all the time,feeling nothing & I don't have any interest for watching,reading,eating,sleeping & even blogging.So finally I am not enjoying.Hope this weather sets soon for me.

P.P.S:I didn't have any new year party & it's dull,hope you all enjoyed.

Adios 2010

Hello my dear friends,
Today I feel blissed.I have been issued visa & I am going to fly abroad next week.There are so many things to be completed like shopping,packing & all the stuff.But here I am in Hyderabad,cursing the environment & licking my lips continuously(Shit!!bad habitt).And guys do you know something,I didn't inherit anything from my mom,neither the culinary skills nor the copying skills.Interesting huh??Let me explain the situation.

Me:Mom which dress suits me better for visa interview??

Mom: *thinking*

Me:Shell I try that Masakhali dress??

Mom:Try to look decent & don't you know the cotton dresses looks formal??

Me: Okay,i will stick to it

------------After one day---------------------

Mom:By the way which dress did R prefer??

Me:Masakhali

Mom:Okay,then why don't you prefer that??Look at her,who told her...and you...and blah blah..

Me:*awestruck*  Mom it's you who told me to pick-up the cotton one.

Mom:How come I know about your dressing style??

Me:*Shut my mouth,coz even I prefer the Masakali*

Mom:Which color is her dress??

Me:Green

Mom:Okay then choose a green dress.

Me:I don't have a green Masakhali dress momm

Mom:You inform me everything in the last movement,now in 30min we have to catch a bus & leave the station.If you have told me yesterday,we would have done the shopping,even you would be the same green Masakhali dress,so you too might get the visa easily.

Me:*Rolling my eyes*

Cousin:*ROFL* This is too much.

......Mamaa,copy karne ke liye bhi ek hadh hai...

Guess this my last post this year..Goodbye 2010..You have given me a sack of memories,never mind whether they are good or bad,I treasure them in the bottom of my heart.Today I feel like I have grown-up capable of facing everything & sturdy,I have seen life from different dimensions from the past few months.Okay,I stop.

Advanced Christmas & New Year Wishes!!!!!!Rock On!!!!!

I raise a toast to good times & welcome year 2011.Wishing you eternal bliss and hope new year brings you a fresh start with a superb time ahead.

Attended a bride viewing..

Presently I am in Hyderabad for my cousin's bride-viewing.Let me tell you the count.From our girls side we are 14,from the other side they are 7.So don't you think that it would be better if we call this as groom-viewing??Ok,leave it aside.I have much more things to tell you.
As usual the starting phase is introduction.Next three batches were formed.One consisting of all gents,other ladies and last ours(Me,sister,cousin,he).
*Point to be noted,this viewing,questioning is a formality.Everyone knows this is gonna hit.Thanks to communication technology these days*
He:Hii
Me:Hii
He:So now its your turn to rag me,you are not going to attend our marriage,right??
Me:Yes.But don't worry my sister will take care of that.
He:So which coll are you planning to go??
Me:*gave the reply*
He:Tell me about your cousin??
Sis:Calm,soft-natured
He:No I don't agree
Csn:Hello,you need to agree.
Me: *smiling*

----After 5min's-------

He:I expected you will ask some questions
Csn:Did you forget??You told me that you will ask the questions.
He:I will ask you when we are alone.
*What does dat mean??Asking us to leave??Don't forget I served you some snacks*
Csn: *giggling*

-----After ten minutes-------

He:Any of you ask me some questions?
Me:Do you read novels?
He:Not that interested.
Me:Do  you watch pic's?
He:Not frequently
Me:OK
He:Thinking that your sis and I are perfect?
Not exactly.I will never come to your house in the weekends.I will die to boredom.
Do you watch serials??Are you bala-krishna's fan?Do you have caste feeling??Do you have a face-buk and twitter account(Wanted to know whether he is technologically updated or not)?Do you have the habit of blogging??..........Shut-up Neeha.Don't irritate him.

--------After 15min's---------
(Is it sounding like Ekta's leap?)

Csn: Ask me something?
He:I will ask you when you are alone.
(This is the Second time)
Csn:Tell me some thing
Why on earth am I here???God have mercy on mee,plz
He:Silpa(sis) is feeling bored & neeha is sleeping one-side
Sitting in between these two is like my wildest nightmare come true,and he is telling I am sleeping.Lolll


---------After 10min's-----

Csn:You planned to ask something na??
He:I can't ask you in front of others.Need some space.
OMG!!This is the ultimate insult.Can't my cousin shut her mouth for sometime.I am blocked,so unable to move....ammee....Somehow bells rang in my sister's brain.She left the room and I simply followed her path.....yoyoo..

This is the conversation we had for nearly an hour.Oh my god!!!!!!
I decided never to enter in-between a pair.Why on earth did my dumb sister call us??
Sometimes I wonder what do they speak till late nights??When they don't speak anything other than this boring conversation.I bet my life I would have spoken much better to any unknown stranger.
*I remember what my bro-in-law frequently says,need privacy, right??Okay*
Need to agree love marriages are in some cases better than arranged.And I am sure this is one of the reasons,Need not waste your precious by simply staring & smiling at each other(without any reason).The worst thing is even I sat there smiling without understanding why they are giggling.

*This part is updated after referring to my friend's comments*
Finally they are gonna tie the knot on March 17th.And let me tell you guys,whenever my mom & aunt finds free time they start adoring him.
It takes hours to recall when my mom last praised me.Poor mom,when does she realize the glittering gem she has isn't a rhinestone but a diamond??But seriously my mom finds something postive in everyone,excluding myself..

Diwali's Special

The city is still illuminating.
Hope all of you enjoyed Diwali..
By the way the credit of these pics solely goes to my aunt.
I neither have the creativity nor the energy:)
Adios for now..

Morning Moods..

Ok,I am not a complainer, at least by nature. But I have to confess the fact that, now-a-days I have only a million thoughts in my mind and zillion problems surrounding me.So unable to sleep the last two nights.
*Don't look like that.*
Don't you believe its true??Here's the proof.Its 6AM and I am glued to my system,checking blogs and freaking out in between.
So for a break I tried Dairy Milk Silk,don't neglect the fact that I still didn't brush my teeth and as usual its Yum-Yum....Yummyyyyy......Yummylicious...
This is the first time I tried this without brushing,after all it's not a bad idea.You too can try it.I assure you, you will enjoyyyy.

Now I am thinking about the dairy milk ad. Shubh Aarambh in my mind.
Hope everything goes fine today and for the rest of the 30-working days(Do I need to scream I am gonna resign my job in nxt 30-working days??????Yes,It deserves it..),coz I guess I have given a Shubh Aarambh(But for what??Hmmm......I guess for every upcoming event).


P.S:Wish me I have to do the same in my college today...

Hope all of you have a great day!!!!!

Hypnosis..

No,I am not discussing about Hypnosis, even if I wish to discuss I couldn't because I am not a Psychologist but a Computer Science student.But now why I am talking about all this non-sense stuff is,I came across the word Hypnosis while I am reading biography of Mr.Feyman.In which its narrated that Mr.F had been hypnotized..the incident goes like this...the light was lit,placed on his back but still couldn't know the pain and tells that the credit goes to hypnotist.No! really the credit goes to the Hypnosis.He tell us some more incidents and finally makes me believe in hypnosis(I do believe it.I watch a lot of movies).So I got a wonderful idea.Why don't doctors hypnotize their patients before doing something that causes a lot of pain.Mad Doctors!!!.Feeling so bad that I got this idea after discharging from hospital.Feeling so bad that I got this idea after 20days,else used to save my precious tears for some other awful day.

My nights..

When I am saying about night,dont misunderstand that I am going to discuss something about Moon,stars or clouds..

When the clouds surround the roofs,
When the cheesy blue moon and
Many twinkling stars shine..
I love to go to bed at Nine...

I am  a very good girl that's why I go to bed by Nine(Thats far from truth,I thought that it rhymes for reason that's why I used the word nine) but I don't sleep at Nine.For mom I can climb the bed at Nine,but sleeping right the next movement ,I have to cross my fingers...I am helpless.I usually sleep around some One or Two(Dont misunderstand me as insomniac,coz I sleep till Nine or ten in the morning..)and thats a lot different story I will leave it for now.

But Now a days the movement I climb the bed,so many random thoughts are rushing into my mind and some of the them include what to post on the blog next day.I know its not a bad thing,but what makes me wonder is,
Why dont I have the same thoughts during the day ??
Thats really not a big deal..but here comes the thing that troubles me..what ever I ideas that popped up in my brain yesterday night just vanishes completely in morning....I am facing the same problem from past three nights..

So I thought of different reasons for that..It might be any one..I decided to examine..

1.Is it possible that I am suffering from MPD(Multi-Personality Disorder)??
But From Tell Me Your Dreams(Sidney sheldon's) I  came to know that alters are unaware of one another(In Most of the cases).But I have complete idea of whats going on,its jus I am unable to bring up that ideas..
So I can conclude I am not suffering from any disorders.

2.It might be of the same reason they show in that complain add that the sizzling sun oozes your energy..
But since I am on leave and sick right now,from one month onwards I am not stepping out my foot.
So this is not the reason..

3 Is it due to some Voodoo stuff??
Neah,I am modern girl.I think I dont believe in superstitious(Atleast,I love to say that..)

4.Do any one ever heard the fact that brain works faster at the night??
I hated my Science teacher and never concentrated her class so I dont have any idea about this so-called vital body parts.

If this is not the reason then I think the sole reason that fit to above criteria is my chat-pat-ka khana that I have in the evenings like golgappas,samosas, I think they are showing the effect in the night.
But who wants the effect in the night??
I want them to show the result in my examination hall..
Next time before hitting an exam,I will try out some junk foods and surely post you the result..

Pyaar Kii Ye Ek Kahaani...

Zee TV is going to air this show tonight.
But there is something special about this One, not as usual heroine's costume, hero's Square jaw and physique , chemistry between them or the set..but my sixth sense says me that I have some bonding with this serial(Not at all true, I think the story is based on TWILIGHT,so I simply Love it...)
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But One might ask me how do you know its based on Twilight when its still not in air????????


The Promo: Doesnt matter If one copies the plot and reveal it in the serial...
But Copying the scene and showing it in the promo.......I think that's the worst idea one could ever get.....
Its the same scene heroine searches for hero and finds him in the opposite end and meanwhile she is gonna hit by a car,but in a split second hero saves her and she will be appalled to see him aside her.
How are we gonna watch your serial if everyone knows the plot beforehand(Not all,atleast some of the viewers esp students)
 But still I loved something sooooo much about the serial..its the quote "DARK LOVE STORY".
Some where its soo romantic...


I wanna have bonding with the serial(Needless to say I love to know have sixth sense also..After all,who doestn't)..but still I decided not to watch the serial.....coz Im sure the entire cast is not gonna do justice(I couldnt imagine anyone in Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson's Place) and more over I am sure only the basic line is gonna match and the rest of the story is gonna be exaggerated as usual.

Any have I hope they dont try to romanticize and hyperbolize this extraordinary love story...


P.S:I think there are lot of BUTS in this post..
Still I couldnt help myself..The flow is in that way..